Life

Well, it seems as though I have reached a plateau when it comes to my coming out process.

I went to therapy yesterday and had nothing to struggle over.

I don't know why or how, but about four weeks ago (maybe more) things started to he back to normal. I stopped bursting out into tears. I stopped being hurt or irrationally angry with anyone in particular (specifically with my dad).

I seemed to get my regular self back.

The trippy thing? I don't know why things leveled out. There wasn't one thing that happened. And to be honest that kind of freaks me out. Because of I can't figure out why I'm doing well. And to be honest the reason why that deals me out so much because if I don't know why I'm happy, couldn't it be feasible that I could slip back into sadness and emotional ridiculousness. Yeah, my therapist thought I was being silly too.

So, I'll ride it out. For now.